Oh, I would love for someone to give me a house…even more importantly I’d love for someone to just pay my mortgage off so I’d have security, and not have to worry about the greedy mortgage company you deceived us when we took the mortgage.

But unfortunately…they wait till you go to settlement to pull the wool over your eyes. Then as soon as you miss a payment they want to take your home…when you miss two…and days away from missing three…HELP!

A home is a most precious gift…Not quit as important as the gift of salvation bestowed upon those of us who choose Jesus as our Lord and Saviour or our mansion that God has waiting for us in heaven (where the mortgage has already been paid) and a notch lower then my husband, daughter and family.

The house would be next in line. But with or without it…We will go on…Even if you have to live in our vehicles…It’s better then nothing! A home is wonderful gift and I feel anyone giving someone a gift like that is truly a generous person who must be filled with lots of love.

It’s a very charitable gift. Anyone receiving a gift of this nature would truly be blessed. It’s just something I’ll dream about…I’m the one person this type of gift never come to…But, that’s okay..I have so much more.

I have my family…I have my health now…I have a wonderful teenage daughter who has been a true blessing from God. I could not have order a better daughter if God said here’s a catalog and you pick the daughter you want…I’d have chosen her a million times over. But, no one can stop me from dreaming of paying off my house…Or someone giving me a house as a gift.

A home is a most precious gift and to think of someone giving that as a gift is totally awesome. It’s a dream come true for a lucky rare individual the type of thing that never happens to someone like me and my husband. A home is not only a luxury gift but when it’s paid off it’s security these days.

With the economy the way it is – My only hope is that the good LORD will give me my home through divine intervention or Uncle Sam through some government grant that helps those facing foreclosure.

When your late on your mortgage and the only home of getting that home is if someone steps in and gives it to you as a gift. I have dreamed over and over again for something like this to happen to me…And what’s worse is when you wake up and find your house is another day closer to foreclosure and there is still no new answers.

My dream home is the home I’m living in and it’s also, my dream that one day I’ll pass it on to my daughter so she’ll have financial security in hopes that would make it possible for her to stay home when she’s old enough to marry and have a family that she’ll be able to provide security for her family.

I would love to be financially secure to be able to go out and buy lots and lots of properties heading to foreclosure sales, and auctions and buy numerous discounted mortgages and turn those deeds over – marked paid in full – and give them back to the owners.

I feel with the economy the way it is – if we don’t help one another our wonderful country will fall apart. But, when help is given to someone, we need to let the receiver of the gift know it’s a gift from GOD. We need to put GOD back into the equation of life and this country – look what happens when we back slide, turn our backs against the LORD, or feel we have control and we can do it – we can handle things on our own. All, I can say is you are fooling yourself…

Everything you have…Everything you are…Everything you’ll have is because the LORD. You can do on your own and I can’t do it on my own. So, if my Father, my heavenly Father that is. where to help me…It would be a celebration…It would be a renewing experience. I would be able to remain home…as my husband as been having increasing health problems. I need to take a job as our income will be going down in about a month…

But, I hate to do so, because I’m afraid some days to leave my husband. Some days he get so short of breath, chest pains, epigastric pain, and more. The doctors haven’t determined his health problems. They aren’t sure if he suffers with cardiac problems or epigastric problems. He’s only 50…He’s had myotonic dystrophy a degenerative form of muscular dystrophy…and symptoms have increased so much over the years. He’s a frustrate man…who feels he can’ provide for his family. We’ve lost our life insurance and not insurable due to health issues.

So if anything happens to him…Our house would be gone in no time. So, I need to work to try and save our family.. and yet I’m afraid to work…afraid my husband will need me to take care of him. If anything were to happen to him and I not be home when he needed me…I don’t think I could live with myself. I love him so much, he deserves so more. He’s been a wonderful man and take care of me like a few years ago when the doctors thought I had cancer and I was so sick…he’d stay a the hospital for nights at a time and help the nurses move me and turn when I couldn’t do it myself.

My Christmas wish would be to give him the deed to our home…marked paid in full. Then I’d give him a coupon in his stocking that would read for the next 10 days I’d give him 100% quality time. I hate to worry him with the bills…Not knowing if the problems he’s having is anything cardiac..So, I try to carry the burden of worrying myself. Have a Merry Christmas and May the LORD Bless you and keep you!!!